i was coming off a week where everything just didn't seem to fit. at all. and though i was offered a sweet new job that i start next week, i was having such a hard time contemplating things being okay once again.
i've been really lonely lately. i'm always lonely, but being unemployed and sitting at home just makes it really relevant. and i had started seeing someone and enjoying their company. but that stopped. and i got a little bummed out. nothing major, just back to square one, you know. shrug.
my resolution this year was to get out more, do things, see the city. and i've tried. but i stayed in bed most of the week and let myself wallow in a pretty awesome case of the sucks. i was smart enough to go to martyr's to see david's band and be surrounded by some of the greatest folks in the world. i think i even got a little teary eyed. i've lost a lot of friends in the last year, and i am not entirely sure why... but these people are always there to talk and make me laugh and get me plastered, and for that i am more than grateful. so, thanks guys. i love you so much...even if i can't remember a bulk of friday night.
January 27, 2008
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Oh my lord that picture rules! You are very sweet. We were glad to have you there too!!! Things will look up. Spring isn't that far away and you have a shiny new job and a fresh start. Hang in there and know you are loved.
isn't that picture kyoooooot. i was going to tweak it and print t out for y'all but then i didn't SHMO WELL.
things are fine! yaya new job! its just easy to get down on yourself when you have nothing better to do. 2008! wheeee!!!
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