(i drew this in college i loved. cause penguins man.)lesson learned this week: i never ever ever ever want to ever in my life be a freelance graphic designer. ever again.
fuck. this.
it's not like i don't doubt myself enough in every single vein and venue. now i have to wait for someone to judge everything i do and i'm waiting for an email or an angry call in the next hours saying i wasted these peoples time and i suck. 'cause that's coming. i cannnnot do this. it makes me insane, and tired. i haven't been so brain dead and exhausted in a long, long time.
so, as my self esteem is down in the septic tank, i have a 3 interviews tomorrow where i am supposed to tell people why they should hire me and pay me money to do something i currently despise.
awesome.
at least, after the boring crap, i will enjoy the day at the shedd. because it's free this week. and penguins man.
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